okay so i let lu read my journal last night. i dont know how he felt. he seemed okay. alot was about him. anyways he came over last night and had battle wounds lol (jellyfish hurt) and then we sleep together watched a movie and he went home. im happy that we are at the point (finally) that we can have sex and also hang out too. i feel like i can talk to him about anything. so everythings going well. well see.
denas comming home today! hurray...im way excited.
i feel bad about blowing off ryan i just cant seem to want to talk to the guy....i dont know what to do? please help...someone...
got to take a shower now...
Anonymous
August 7 2005, 19:28:50 UTC 6 years ago
About Ryan
Don't feel to bad about blowing Ryan off. Hey you want to be around Lu and not him. So it's better he figures that out now, right? You have to go with what you want and what feels right to you.